It’s not that I don’t love God I do. It’s just that sometimes I pursue the hunger of other things at the expense of pursuing Him.
I’m ashamed that sometimes I “feed” other hungers and not the one for God.
I’m desperate to want to want God so badly. For deep draughts of God that satisfy in a greater hunger and deeper love for Him.
Oh God, I want to want you. May I drink deep draughts of you, that satisfy and make me thirsty for even more of you. I’m desperate to be desperate for You. Amen.